im back and RED BULL GIVES YOU WINGS!

hello! If you forgot about me prepare to eat some dumplings! sorrybeing cooped up inside a house id getting to me. anyway, i just came here to be mad. I AM EMOTIONAL AND I"M PROUD OF IT! no but seriously.

i have had the most awful fever for the past few days. and i am abolutely feeling lousy! theres nothing like bein sick. no one can sympathize with you. even your dearest "bosom" friends. and reading anne of green gables a million times over doesn't help either. I hate how shes such a miracle girl. haven't you heard? there are no miracles. on;y fortunate mistakes. ooh...mystical.

this won't be long.

and when you wake up it will be so yesterday
(and im just a bird thats already flown away)

i do not know why but that has stuck in my head for the past 5 years.

anyways, if you ever really need to punch someone(i know, a pillow is never satisfactary, you gotta hear that "ow! WTF!") remember- I am just as mad as you!

hey! sorry i haven't posted in a while, i'm just so happry these days.

BUT! no im really annoyed at my mom so i am going to rant my heart out.

and about the whats up bitches thing, thats a joke. get over it.

"you have to improve your average and get into a good highschool like your friends are probably going to."

"are you saying im a dumbass"

"yes! go outthere and buy yourself a textbook."

"hey! youre my mother"

"so what!"

"youre so mean!"

"no, im just a pressuring Asian female individual!"

okay, so this is a dramazitation, but still! ugh!

Ryan Ross Has Lost

this is bridget typing...

okay! i drank my first red bull,its really sugary and it tastes really bad if you actually think about it and it doens't even make me hyper! it was guaranteed! im not even talking fast! and now im scared that a i might crash, and caffeine is bad for your heart! i could die like 2 minutes earlier! crap! so meanwhile...im waiting...

hey whats up! im actually in a good mood today. yeah you heard me actually. and on the plus side it dint require drinking any sortof energy drink, i was actually going to try a red bull but then people were like dont do it! it tastes like shit! so i was like whatever and then i got to sing in an empty elevator which is like my favorite hobby ever and i had witnesses!( which were not random people)

I feel like ranting!



you know, sometimes i wonder if i should just go away so people will miss me.. like its like if you always have this dinky old watch that you check the time on and you get it dirty, lose it occasionally.. but then one day it falls down the sewer and is washed away. you would MISS(key word!) the watch. i know right now youre probably like *cough* emotional*cough* ..BUT! im feeling emotional so live and learn!( im also feeling like spewing out random words of wisdom)

i hate emotional people! they give me the creeps. like they get angry so suddenly and then they cry and whine and bleh! and no im not talking about emotional like OMG its george clooney walking out of target or holy crap is that paris hilton using a metrocard?(stars: theyre just like us! they use metrocards...) no but like tantrums when youre like freaking 11! well my friends! welcome to life!